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random brain blink

A fellow blogger friend of mine reminded me of something today.

How great it is to blog spontaneously and let whatever ideas you have in your head just fly out. Well you know it’s been awhile since I did that – so here goes.

My brain has been crunching so very many images and dreams lately. Fragments stewing…leading me…somewhere. Sometimes I just need to dump them out of my inner matrix. Ha matrix! Yeah there’s a word that stuck with me from tonight’s book reading I attended.

I have an inner matrix. Oh yes. It’s more William Gibsonesque than the Matrix movies.

There are half-lives of strange new life forms germinating and percolating there. Seas of woulda-coulda-shoulda that *maybe* will just *be* one day.

Makes me wonder just who am I?

In some ways I know exactly who I am. I know what I dream of, what touches me, what feeds my soul.

But in other ways I am like so much clay. A dough-girl tumbling and tumbling with so many possibilities. I am still a kid at heart, no matter my physical age. I recently had an argument with a friend’s daughter about that…she thought I was nuts when I told her I was a kid too…lol

Ah kids. Gotta love em.

It’s funny how I always get an urge to blog really late at night. Would be oh so much more sensible to do so in the day. But the muse arrives when she arrives. Fashionably late, as always.

There is so much I want to yet do with my life. So many more creative projects.

Like my dream of the non-profit I want to start in Montreal. It’s been about 10 years I’ve been dreaming about that one.

Oh and the books I want to finish writing and publish. At last count, there are now hmmm about four of them. Started yet another new one in the Spring, wrote about 10 chapters and then stopped. Sometimes I wish my attention span didn’t wander so easily.

Ah well, such is life.

It’s kinda like all the blog projects I’ve started. So many! Four are listed on this one, under my blog links. But I have about four others in the blogosphere. They all contain various visions and part of me.

Well, think it’s time to head home and embrace Morpheus once again.
So elusive Mister Morpheus. We shall see.

Later, folks.


Manifesting What Is, Is Like Living With A Cat – and other funny things about the universe

Manifesting is HILARIOUS. Heee – la – reee – ous. Seriously.
Manifesting makes me giggle. Sometimes even, guffaw.
Most times just plain LOL – laugh out loud.

It’s just so funny, really. Why or how, you may ask?

Well, picture for a moment what it’s like to be a kid.

A kid who has just learned how to do something really neat and cool.
You know, who thens runs up to you, Mom or Dad, and says: “look what I can DO!”.

Now if you’re that little kid, odds are you’ll maybe clap your hands (or high five someone) and laugh with glee at the thrill of it. What an amazing WOW of a moment that is – to learn how to do something new, when you’re a kid.

It’s really neat. And that’s exactly how manifesting, and manifesting what is, feels like.  Übercool. And it’s so cool, odds are you’ll just laugh out loud at how neat it really is.

Now you’re porobably scratching your head about the “what is” part of manifesting that I’m talking about. What it means is to manifest what already exists.

I’ll explain a bit about how that is possible and how I’ve come to pratice this myself.

The past few months I have rather been AWOL in every sense.
I cut back on all the socializing and hosting and the so-called public life.

And I literally spent my time contemplating the Meaning of Life.

How did I do this? I listened to all the Conversations With God and watched and thought about What The Bleep Do We Know.

And absorbed all kinds of stuff about the Stuff that makes up the Universe.

That’s where I went on a manifesting kick. Manifesting in my very favorite way – through synchrolicious synchronicities. Well, I’ve been following those synchrolicious synchronicities pretty much all my life, so that comes naturally to me.

But hoo boy! Those synchrolicious synchronicities have been zooming around me these past few waves on lots of ridiculously abundant – and often the silliest – of ways. All of which has been cool and fun.

You know there are 2 ways to Manifest What IS:

  1. The Tougher, Thoughtful & Thought-filled Way
  2. The Lazybones No Brainer Way

With Numero Uno, you focus on visualizing and creating what you want to appear in your life. Your authentic self, your dream career, the love of your life, the abundance of abundance that you seek. See this is tougher ’cause you have to figure out what exactly that is to begin with. You may or may not have a clue right now. But eventually you will.

Now with Door Number 2, you can sit back and relax. It involves paying attention to something that is already in your environment. Try that now. Look around, let a few thoughts trickle through your brain. And then pick one thing or person. Pay attention to it. It’s shape, the colours, the sound, the taste. How it makes you feel. What does it remind you of? Whatever it is – keep it right in your mind for one FULL mindful moment.

And then let it go. Go about your merry way and continue with your life.

Now see if it appears in your life again.

I’ll give you one example that happened to me.

I was watching Drew Barrymore being interviewed on TV and my mind focused on one thing she talked about – starring in Firestarter. Now that’s not a movie you hear often talked about from her career. I then looked away and went back to the book I was reading. I turned the page, and low and behold the book referenced Drew Barrymore talking about Firestarter. This book had nothing to do with Hollywood, movies, or anything like that.

Poof! There you have it – one synchrolicious synchronicity manifested!

So let’s go on to the next step of this What IS business.

When we manifest, we manifest what already is. It already exists.

You see, the Universe contains a million million million possibilities.
The Universe is all made up of the same Stuff. You, me, bananas, Punk Rock music, mountains and rocks, the sun and moon, the colour blue, everything. We are made of the same essential Stuff.

The question is really not how to create in order to manifest – but how to release, the energy in the Universe, that already contains that reality. Nothing needs to be created. It already exists. In you, me, everything else I just mentioned, because we all contain the same Stuff.

Sounds crazy? Kooky? Whacked out maybe? Maybe.

But I figure if you’re reading my blog, you already know this is a place where we talk about possibilities.

Now Einstein was hip to this, with his famous formula: E = mc2.

You can go read up about it here. I won’t go into details, but it brings up matter and energy being equal to each other (vast simplification on my part).

And that’s where Living With A Cat appears.

I’d like to think it’s the “c” dimension hidden in Einstein’s formula, in a metamorphic way.

But I was thinking about how to describe Manifesting What Is and it hit me that it’s just like living with a cat.

There are 4 possibilities to do with relating to cats, and these directly correlate to different steps of manifesting:

  1. Living With A Cat – constantly manifesting what is
  2. Occasionally visiting a cat or two – occasionally manifesting what is
  3. Thinking about cats – thinking about manifesting, not quite ready to live with a cat or manifest, but open to the idea
  4. Not wanting anything to do with cats – being in denial about the power of manifesting.

But why did I pick cats? Well, for one thing I’ve had cats on the brain lately.

Seeing friends’ cats, pictures of cats, contemplating Schrödinger’s cat,  thinking about the catness of cats in general and what cat energy is like.

What happens when you come into contact with a cat?

Well, you usually end up with being covered with the catness of cats, their cat hairs, and their cat energy. The more time you spend with a cat, the more the cat will be drawn to you like a magnet. Because it senses it’s own catness and cat energy on you. And the more time you spend with a cat, the more attached you become to the cat, petting it and absorbing more and more catness and cat energy. Basically, slowly you turn into a happy cat yourself, in a way. Happy cats are good cats. 🙂

So imagine if you came into contact with manifesting energy in the same way. The more you manifest and surround yourself with manifesting energy, the more you attract manifesting energy.

Law of Attraction. That’s what you got.

Hmmm. Betcha won’t look at your cat the same way now.
And yes – I do need to get myself a cat.

I love manifesting AND cats.
Makes me wonder what cats themselves manifest.

Anima Blue 😀

Paying Attention

~~~~~~under construction~~~~~~~~~~~

coming soon to an Anima Blue Oasis near you! 😀

Video Montage: The Flow
Following the flow of the universe, with a photo montage I created. The song is "Twisted Hair" by Robbie Robertson & The Red Road Ensemble, featuring the sublime operatic voice of Sioux singer Bonnie Jo Hunt, who sings over the sound of crickets.
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